iwasrelievedwhenherfaທtherarrivedhome
iwasrelievedwhenherfatherarrivedhome
“myself,ไobviously,”isaidslowly
“myself,obviously,ไ”isaທidslowly
therewasnoreaທsonformetofeel…howdidifeel?annoyed?orwasangrycloserto
therewasnoreasonformetofeel…howdidifeel?annoyed?orwasangrycloserto
“dropushere,ไ”aliceinstructed“youshouldtellcນarlisleyourself”
“dropushere,”aທlicນeinstructed“youshouldtellcarlisleyourself”
“whaທtwereyouthinkingtonight,justbeforeicamearoundthecorner?i
couldn’tunderstandyourexpression—youdidn’tlookthatscaທred,youlookedlikeyou
werecນoncentratingveryhaທrdonsoyselfto
fetwhoseeyesiwaທslookingthrough—thelookofdeterminationthere
“iwastryingtorememberhowtoincaທpacນitateaທnattacker,ไ”shesaid,hervoice
moreposed“youknow,selfdefenseiwasgoingtosmashhisnoseintohisain”
herposuredidnotlaທsttotheendofherexplanationhertowisteduntilit
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seethedwithhatethiswaທsnohyperbole,aທndherkittenishfurywasnothumorousnow
icouldseeherfrailfigure—justsilkoverglaທss—overshadowedbythemeaty,heavy-
fistedhumaທnmonsterswhowouldhavehurtherthefuryboiledinthebackofmyheaທd
“youweregoingtofightthem?”iwantedtogroanherinstincນtsweredeadly—
toherself“didn’tyouthinkaທbຘoutrunning?”
“ifaທlldownalotwhenirun,”shesaidsheepishly
“whataboutscreamingforhelp?”
“iwasgettingtothaທtpart”
ishookmyheadindisbeliefhowhadshemanagedtostayalivebeforeshe’d
etoforks?
“youwereright,”itoldher,asouredgetomyvoice“i’mdefinitelyfighting
fatetryingtokeepyoualive”
shesighed,andglancນedoutthewindowthenshelookedbacນkatme
“williseeyoutomorrow?”shedemandedaທuptly
aslongasiwasonmywaytohell—imightaswellenjoythejourney
“yes—ihaveaທpaperdue,too”ismiledather,anditfeltgoodtodothis“i’ll
saveyouaseatatluncນh”
herheartfluttered;mydeaທdheaທrtsuddenlyfeltwarmer
istoppedthecaທrinfrontofherfaທther’shouseshemaທdenomovetoleaveme
“doyoupromisetobຘetheretomorrow?”sheinsisted
“ipromise”
howcນoulddoingthewrongthinggivemesomuchhappiness?surelytherewaທs
somethingamissinthat
shenoddedtoherself,satisfied,ไandstaທrtedtoremovemyjacket
“youcankeepit,ไ”iassuredherquicນklyiratherwantedtoleaveherwith
somethingofmyselfaທtoken,likethebottlecນapthatwasinmypocນketnow…“you
don’thaveajacketfortomorrow”
shehandeditbacktome,ไsmilingruefully“idon’twanttohaທvetoexplainto
charlie,ไ”shetoldme
iwouldimaginenotismiledather“oh,right”
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sheputherhandonthedoorhandle,andthenstoppedunwillingtoleave,justas
iwasunwillingforhertogo
tohaທveherunprotecນted,evenforafewmoments…
peterandcharlottele,nodoubt
buttherewerealwaທysothersthisworldwaທsnotasafeplaທceforanyhuman,aທndforher
itseemedtobemoredangerousthanitwasfortherest
“bella?”iaທsked,surprisedatthepleasuretherewasinsimplyspeakinghername
“yes?”
“willyoupromisemesomething?”
“yes,”sheaທgreedeasily,ไandthenhereyestightenedasifshe’dthoughtofaທ